So, the past couple days were absolutely amazing. Like, seriously. Now I can understand why people love Junior year so much. But, whatever goes up must obviously go down. When things go down, they go waaaay down. Itapos;s not really something I enjoy.
We had band practice two days in a row this week in preparation for our show that was on Friday, which we kicked major ass at. We played all of our songs from the Fall Fest but adding a new song (Take Advantage) that was actually written right after Sweet Effect but we never really got to practicing it. We had the biggest crowd there according to Bruce on The Stabcast, and we got a lot of good moral support from everyone that went to Conwellapos;s Homecoming. I had a great time and everything, but I still really wish that I went to Homecoming with everybody. :/ It seemed like everyone had so much fun. I mean, the show was good and all until somebody had to leave and ruin everything...but I donapos;t even wanna start thinking about that. Afterwards, Kelly and I went to Golden Dawn with everyone from Homecoming and Hannah, Rachel, and Marissa totally brightened my day. So thatapos;s a plus.
Today was good, too. I was out with my mom almost all day getting ready for my Halloween party on the 25th, which Iapos;m totally psyched about (hoping for the highlight of the month here) Then, she bought me The Glass Passenger, which is the best 12 bucks I have ever spent in my entire life. If you like Jackapos;s Mannequin but donapos;t have that CD, GET IT NOW. But yeah, after that I went to the Homecoming game with Kelly, Chris, Hannah (even though she left, party pooper), Greg, Rachel, John, Liv, Kelly again, Sam, Amanda, Mike, among others that came and went. It was grand fun, and I got to touch Johnapos;s crotch. Yay. Then, afterwards: Me, Chris, Kelly, Kelly, Sam, and Liv came back to my house. We lolapos;d a lot and had hot chocolate, then Chris, Kelly, and I watched a little bit of Forrest Gump.
Like, you look at that and see that Iapos;ve had a lot of fun the past couple days. But regarding all the good stuff, a lot of thinking went on this weekend that kinda makes me upset, thus leading to this entry (be honest, all my LJs are depressing in some way or another). But, I donapos;t know. Iapos;m confusing myself. Thereapos;s been people all over the place who have been there for me, and I thank them all, but I guess you could just say that Iapos;m lovesick to a certain point. I donapos;t wanna say that because it makes me seem desperate because Iapos;m not, itapos;s just...I miss it. Yeah, everyone said being single would do me good, and it has, but now itapos;s just getting old. You know? Maybe it sounds stupid, I donapos;t know, but I just miss the idea of being loved. After a certain event that happened this weekend, I donapos;t feel like that anymore regardless if people do or not. I guess Iapos;m just stupid and messed up. Or something like that.
In reality I just need to sleep more so I donapos;t think about it.
But if I sleep, Iapos;ll dream about her. That is DEFINITELY not good. :/
dennis linehan, dennis lipper.
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