Not much going on here. Been in Germany for 2 months, and I spend most of my time studying. I am so homesick and so tired of being here. And I have another 7 weeks before I get to go home. Donapos;t know how to do that...
really havenapos;t been up to much since Iapos;ve been back in Germany. My apartment is pretty sweet and my roomates are nice and cool. We hang out a lot and just chat and cook together and stuff. Been out once or twice, but thatapos;s about it. Seen some of my old classmates and some other friends, as well as having gone to my sisterapos;s wedding in France, but mainly just studying, or attempting to do so.
My sisterapos;s wedding was quite nice. There were only 32 people at the wedding plus kids, so it was quite small. It started in the morning at the town hall. They didnapos;t get married in church, so just a little ceremony at town hall, then everybody went to their house which is gigantic with an even bigger yard and had snacks and champagne. We stayed there all afternoon and then got ready for dinner at the castle. 5 or 6 course meal, I donapos;t quite remember, but way too much food The French are crazy And then dancing until the wee hours. French Chansons were played and the French all got up and sang along and danced. So funny to see. I even danced twice as well. There were only one other girl and I who were there dateless. And this one man came with his two kids and the wife couldnapos;t come, so he danced with both of us every once in a while and just swirled me around. I just laughed. I had no idea where to put my feet, but it was so much fun :) Of course there were some sad moments when they play all those lovey dovey songs. Not so fun to be at that kind of wedding all by yourself then. But oh well. It was a perfectly planned wedding, as is only expected by my sister The next morning brunch was at the castle again as well. French breakfast. Oh yeah, I forgot.. The French have some fun traditions. They put all the champagne glasses in a pyramid and then the bride and groom each take a bottle of champagne and start filling them up by pouring the champagne into the top glass and letting it flow over and fill up the other glasses. That looked pretty cool :) And my sis and Thierry (her husband) had this huge frame and I had to go around and get pictures of everybody with the frame.. Making funny faces. Some people had some pretty funny and great ideas So overall, a great wedding
I think I have seen the two extremes now though.. Shelbyapos;s with tons of people and my sistersapos; with only few people Good thing I wonapos;t marry for a while :)
Stayed at my sisters for a day or two longer and then came back to Rostock.
Itapos;s been a lil rough being back here. Iapos;m somehow less patient than I usually am, which is almost nothing, if you know my normal patience level. Just annoyed really easily. Everybody keeps teling me itapos;s not much longer, but itapos;s still so long, and Iapos;m stressing about my final, but at the same time I struggle concentrating. I donapos;t know whatapos;s wrong. The past two days Iapos;ve had a cold and the worst headache ever. My head hurt the moment I tried to sit up. Never had that before. Felt better today but I still just rested.
I signed up for a badminton class as well as a weight lifting class for women. Badminton should be fun, since itapos;s just playing for fun and I signed up with a friend of mine. Havenapos;t gotten a chance to play yet though. The weight lifting class sucks. I mainly signed up so I could use the gym whenever, but the gym from school sucks. Itapos;s all for boys, barely any machines and one bike, no other cardio stuff Thatapos;s crazy And itapos;s tiny And the class.. Itapos;s supposed to apos;be good for your posture and health stuffapos; blah..but the guy just showed us the machines and now weapos;re supposed to do whatever we want. So thatapos;s lame, doesnapos;t help me squat Oh well, Iapos;ll just go myself and do a little of whatever I think. Just have to do something though. I havenapos;t been very active here and just been tired from sitting in the room and studying but not moving. Tennis is too expensive to play more than once a week, so... Oh well.
Otherwise... I donapos;t know.. Things are okay I guess. A little frustrated by people not keeping their word. They say theyapos;ll do something, and then they donapos;t follow through. I donapos;t understand it. If you canapos;t keep it, why bother saying youapos;ll do something in the first place? I didnapos;t ask to be told anything, but if I am being told something, I usually believe in it happening. And then it just leads to me being disappointed if it doesnapos;t happen. I donapos;t get it...
Anyhow, counting the days until I get to go home. I wasnapos;t aware that I could be this homesick and this sad about being here. Just feels strange, and I feel out of place. :-/
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