�"To Write Love on Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. �TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery."
3 years ago, i was a mess. I was in a dark hole and i didnapos;t want to live anymore. I had it in my head that life was going to be horrible after the age of 25 and I was going to end it all before that happend. My parents and i fought constantly and the school I was in at the time was treating me like I was nothing. It was a privet school and they seemed to think that I was below them because I was CONFUSED about religion. I was in the 6th grade when I first started going there, and it was hell in the years that followed.�
I started keeping allot of issues and problems in my head cause I thought that if I told them, they would keep telling me I was doing something wrong and I would go to hell for it.�
I began to get brainwashed with religion that I forgot all about GODapos;s love and just focused on the salvation part. When I thought I was doing something wrong in the eyes of GOD, I would get angry at myself, bottle it up inside. My emotions began to get out of whack and I forgot how to cry. The more frustrated I became, the more into depression I fell.
The cutting started late in the 6th grade and went on through middle school. I found that if i started to actually feel something, anything, I felt like a human being again.
I wanted to hurt the person I become.
I stopped talking and scared my mother half to death most of the times.
One night, i remember lying in bed and praying to GOD for 2 hours to please help me, because i didnapos;t want to live like this anymore. I begged and pleaded and soon watched the sun come up.
a week later I stumbled across a website called TO�WRITE�LOVE�ON�HER�ARMS. I remember reading Reneeapos;s story and feeling this warmth in my heart. I then realized that I wasnapos;t alone and I needed to get help and get rid of the monster inside of me.
my mom put me in the hospital after my school expelled me from school and i had a breakdown.
While i was there, I remembered Reneeapos;s story and promised myself to get better.
Itapos;s been about a year since Iapos;ve been cut free.
Itapos;s weird to think how i use to be.
donapos;t get me wrong, I still get tempted and I still struggle.
The story helped me realize I couldnapos;t live like i was.�
It made me realize that GOD still loves me AND my flaws.
I met Jamie at an ALMOST show in NC and got to say thank you.
I know it was silly just to tell him thank you, but i felt better after i did.
As he told the story before the ALMOST came on, I found myself crying again and moved at how beautiful it was.
I will do anything to spread the word about this amazing site that has inspired so many.
It brought me out of my darkness and into the light.�
3 years ago, i was a mess. I was in a dark hole and i didnapos;t want to live anymore. I had it in my head that life was going to be horrible after the age of 25 and I was going to end it all before that happend. My parents and i fought constantly and the school I was in at the time was treating me like I was nothing. It was a privet school and they seemed to think that I was below them because I was CONFUSED about religion. I was in the 6th grade when I first started going there, and it was hell in the years that followed.�
I started keeping allot of issues and problems in my head cause I thought that if I told them, they would keep telling me I was doing something wrong and I would go to hell for it.�
I began to get brainwashed with religion that I forgot all about GODapos;s love and just focused on the salvation part. When I thought I was doing something wrong in the eyes of GOD, I would get angry at myself, bottle it up inside. My emotions began to get out of whack and I forgot how to cry. The more frustrated I became, the more into depression I fell.
The cutting started late in the 6th grade and went on through middle school. I found that if i started to actually feel something, anything, I felt like a human being again.
I wanted to hurt the person I become.
I stopped talking and scared my mother half to death most of the times.
One night, i remember lying in bed and praying to GOD for 2 hours to please help me, because i didnapos;t want to live like this anymore. I begged and pleaded and soon watched the sun come up.
a week later I stumbled across a website called TO�WRITE�LOVE�ON�HER�ARMS. I remember reading Reneeapos;s story and feeling this warmth in my heart. I then realized that I wasnapos;t alone and I needed to get help and get rid of the monster inside of me.
my mom put me in the hospital after my school expelled me from school and i had a breakdown.
While i was there, I remembered Reneeapos;s story and promised myself to get better.
Itapos;s been about a year since Iapos;ve been cut free.
Itapos;s weird to think how i use to be.
donapos;t get me wrong, I still get tempted and I still struggle.
The story helped me realize I couldnapos;t live like i was.�
It made me realize that GOD still loves me AND my flaws.
I met Jamie at an ALMOST show in NC and got to say thank you.
I know it was silly just to tell him thank you, but i felt better after i did.
As he told the story before the ALMOST came on, I found myself crying again and moved at how beautiful it was.
I will do anything to spread the word about this amazing site that has inspired so many.
It brought me out of my darkness and into the light.�
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